Well, I had a terrible, awful rotten day today - did not sleep a wink last night - slept for some of the morning woke up alone and terrified because family were all out! Then I tried to nap but with a couple of hours the pain was so strong and intense that I thought it would burst out of my skin - and I had a horrible dream that I was committing suicide. A thought and a way that has often entered my mind. I almost ended up with a panic attack and I am still recovering from that now. Still in a lot of pain - of the pins and needles kind. With a painful headache and people wonder why I hate Autumn - at least by mid January the days start elongating. This a week after I write an FB post about What Is The Point of me as an individual... got some of my favourite night time snacks to alleviate my empty hunger ... even though I have eaten today. I even ate a tiny bit of orange bell peppers.
This is why this why the link below is so important to me. May the 12th is Awareness day but I live with it - so please
This is why this why the link below is so important to me. May the 12th is Awareness day but I live with it - so please
SUPPORT Purple Butterfly!
My image of hope that this and others like will be understood one day ... please!
I will set up paypal if people are willing to offer donations - I will place the money in making this a real charity if there is interest ... children suffer this too ... help me take this some sort of level.
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